Last day of July today and it really has been 2 years since I saw you and held you. I’m still existing in a world that I no longer want to be in. The pain of that day hasn’t lessened in fact it’s probably got worse cuz the shock of it has gone. I miss you every minute of every day and feel a desperation to see you all the time. I still feel like I will see you again. I’m still broken. Most of all I feel sad for you that you didn’t feel like you could stay. You are so loved Nath and always was... how could you not see that ? Nath I love you so much and miss you with everything that I am. ❤️