It’s 2.23am, the witching hour apparently and I’m wide awake like I have been every night for the past 15 weeks hoping you’ll visit me. Daft I know but I’m willing to try anything. This can’t be it it just can’t be. My heart won’t allow me to think I’ll never see you again. I miss you so so much and I just don’t understand. Always muvver xxxx I love you my boy xxxx