Your ashes are coming home today for a couple of days before we put them in the cemetery on Friday. I’m doing it all. The last thing I can do for you. I know it’s not you in that box but I sort of feel weird knowing those ashes once was my beautiful unique one of a kind boy. I more than miss you. I yearn to see you just one more time hug you and never let you go. Oh Nath this is so hard. Xxxxxx always muvver xxxxx