Just checked your flowers and was surprised to find them ok as it was so cold last night. I just feel heartbroken today. Heartbroken for your kids your brothers your sister me and everyone else who loves you but most of all I’m heartbroken for you and the life you gave up on. Rory’s trying to talk more and more Reanns growing up and you’re missing it all. Added to that the kids are missing out on having a fab daddy in their lives. It’s just so cruel unfair and devastating. I miss you more and more everyday. This is just getting worse......