Really really bad missing you Day today. I seem to be getting more bad days than ok days now. I can’t believe what’s happened and it smacks me in the face all the time. It hurts like hell Nath it really does. I can’t wait for my life to be over. The day you took your own life you just as well have stabbed me through the heart and taken me too cuz my soul died that day. This isn’t a life anymore it’s an existence and I hate it. I find joy in nothing absolutely nothing.