I’ve sort of had a sign today that my karma period is over. Christ knows what I’ve done in my past to recieve bad karma but if loosing you was my payback then it will never ever be over. What the hell could I have done to deserve loosing you and the kids loosing their dad your brothers and sister loosing you ???? If this is karma then I will forever be paying the price for doing I don’t know what. I’m so sorry. I love you more than life xxxxxx