Wanted to pop up today but it seems the main road is shut again. I can’t come up later cuz I’ll have Rory and he’s poorly. I’m sorry son.... but you know you are on my mind 100% of the time. I love you and miss you every second of the day. I hate this life truely I do. It’s not that I don’t adore my kids and grandkids cuz I do I’m just incomplete without you. I feel like your dad has custody of you know and that’s not fair. He chose to leave us.... he didn’t have to take you 27 yrs later. If he wanted to punish me and put me in hell then job done cuz that’s where I am. I love you my boy I love you xxxx