Not seen a red kite for ages now so starting to think my rediculous theory is just that..... rediculous ! I also can’t get the feeling that I’m going to see you again, sooner rather than later, out of my head. Maybe where ever you are is eternity and this life is just a blink. I don’t know. Maybe it’s just wishful thinking on my part. The challenge of living without you just gets more challenging with each passing day so maybe my brain is making me think all this weird crap. I don’t know.... all I know is that it hurts like no pain I’ve ever felt and beyond all words of explaination. I miss you so much xxxxx