Been sat with you for almost an hour. Cut the grass around your plaque with a pair of sizzors. Must have looked a right sight bawling my eyes out talking away to you whilst on my knees hacking at the grass !!! Still at least it looks tidy now. I just bloody miss you so much. How can my life go on knowing you were so unhappy that you followed in your dads footsteps ?! You knew your were my boy you knew I would do anything for you I just don’t understand. I love you son so much xxxxxxx