I still look for you everywhere I go. If there’s some one on a bmx.... is it you ? If there’s some one walking down the road with hanging bum jeans on and a cap..... is it you ? A silver golf drives passed.... is it you ? In my head I always know it’s not.... but in my heart I’m always hoping always dreaming and even sometimes pretending that yes it’s you my beautiful precious son my gorgeous unique boy..... my Nathan xxxx