Through loosing you and living through this hell it has certainly sorted out the genuine from the fake people in my life. Some friends have surprised me by being actual genuine friends that I never really knew I had and some people have surprised me by being full of crap not just fake friends either..... but I hardly hear from them, see them or talk to them any more and it suits me fine. It’s true that during the darkest times people show their true colours..... I’m so glad to have the real genuine people that I have..... the rest can go and live their lives full of pretence. Miss you more each day xxxxxxxxxxx