Walking away from your heaven spot today and I look across the field and can see one of those big diggers like you used to use. Where they are building at larkhill it’s just a sea of hi viz jackets and diggers. I’m surrounded by triggers that make me miss you even more if that’s possible. I was so proud to be your mum for so many reasons and I will continue to be your proud Mum til I can’t take this hurt any more and breath for the last time. I can’t wait to leave this earth. Life is nothing but pain. I love you son and I’m so proud of you xxxxxxxxx