Nearing the end of Friday 13th..... creeping into the weekend I’ve been dreading. Today I can say that this time last year I had my eldest son on this earth. I can say that this time last year my beloved boy was very much alive and being the beautiful misbehaving boy that he had always been to some degree. I can say that this time last year my unique boy had issues that he was trying to resolve. This time last year you were still you Nath and I was still me. I would sell my soul to the devil to go back to this time last year....... my beautiful unique beloved boy..... my Nath..... my son. If only it was this time last year xxxxxxxxxxxxxx