Another horrible sleepless night of endless thoughts going round in my head. Horrific images that I try so hard to blink away but fail. I think I see something in the corner of my eye but when I look it’s gone. Is that you coming to tell me you’re ok ? I’m trying to convince myself it is but the logic part of my brain won’t let me believe that it is. I hate these nights. It’s bad enough having to be awake all day but all night too. Just gives me more time to think and I don’t like thinking anymore.