I know... I still haven’t been up ! It’s just easier to pretend it’s not happened if I don’t come up. I’ve got Rory today so will pop up at some point with him. Reanns first day back at school. She said it’s not fair that you’re not going to be there and I agree with her it’s not fair. You’re missing so much Nath just like we are missing so much of you xxxxxxxx