15 mins to midnight 31/12/2018. I wish I could look forward to the coming year with excitement and joy like everyone’s supposed to but I can’t and never will. My heart is stuck in 2017 right when I lost you. How did this happen to us ? What did we do to deserve this ? Why couldn’t I find a way to keep you here ? All I leave 2018 with is a heart that is totally shattered and a soul that can never be complete. I miss you son xxxxxxxxx