2am Jan 2nd 2019. Life as far as Christmas goes is getting back to normal. I’ve got Reann and Rory as Kirsties back at work. My new normal since you left is living everyday with an ache so deep in my soul it’s impossible to explain. I always said I would give my life so you can have yours and maybe that’s what I’ve done.... given up my normal content life so you can have your peace. I hope that’s what you’ve found otherwise what’s all this for ? I love and miss you more each day......