First day back to nursery for Rory. Reanns still off til tomorrow. I need to come up and bring fresh flowers but probably won’t be able to until tomorrow. I don’t want Reann to feel like she has to come with me. I think the realisation that you’re not coming home has hit her and I don’t want to throw it in her face. She loves you so much Nath.... why wasn’t that enough to make you stay ??? You thought everyone would be better without you...... how wrong you were. We miss you so bloody much xxxxxxxxxx