Tonight I just feel empty and deeply sad into my soul. I’m not crying uncontrollably I’m not even sobbing.... I just feel dark and sad. Sad for your kids who wanted you to stay sad for me cuz I desperately miss you sad for your friends who are having trouble coming to terms with this sad for your brothers and your sister who can’t understand this but mostly I feel sad for you and how desperate you must have been to leave. Sad for you cuz of what you’re missing if only you’d have held on....... sad to my soul xxxxxxx