I can never find the right words to explain how much I miss you. Yes I have photos and videos and a head and heart full of memories but it doesn’t stop the endless painful so bloody painful ache in my heart. I’m trying to train my brain to think that you’re working away that one day I will see you again talk to you and you will talk to me but it’s so hard. I miss you. I more than miss you it’s a deep yearning to see you. My heart hurts but it goes deeper than that my soul is broken. I need you son more than I’ve ever needed anything or anyone.