It’s been a few a few days since I’ve written on here but it doesn’t mean that I think about you any less. Yesterday pancake day Reann said to me daddy always used to do pancakes with me.... how could you leave her to do pancakes without you ? It’s the silly things that break my heart more than the big things. Yes I miss you yes I would do anything to talk with you yes I need you back but those 2 kids need you more. They don’t understand how can they when us adults don’t. I love you Nath that will never change but I wish you could’ve stayed for them kids if nothing else xxxxxxxx