I think of you constantly. Wondering if you really are still around like some people say. Wondering if you can see the out pouring of love for you the gallons of tears cried over you. I’m trying but I just can’t come to terms with any of this. Why Nath ? You are so loved and so missed not just by me but by so so many. This life is cruel. Where ever you are I hope you no longer have to fight demons in your head. I hope your mind is at peace and I hope with all I am that we will meet again cuz the thought of never seeing you again is too much. I have to see you again.... I HAVE TO SEE YOU AGAIN XXXXXX