Today I’m tired not in the need of sleep tired just tired. I’m tired of pretending that I’m ok that this is ok that you leaving is doable for me. I’m tired of life and what it takes from people. I’m tired of pain. I’m tired of trying to please everyone but pleasing no one. I’m just tired of trying. I wouldn’t do anything to myself to leave this world but if it was my time and I had to leave naturally I’m ok with that..... I’m more than ok with that.