Sunny already at 8.30am in Feb !! I’ve been sat thinking about you about that day and everyday since. You honestly just as well of put a knife in my heart before you left cuz I really think I died that day too. I’m not living anymore I’m existing. Every morning I wake up and my first thought is always you and my next thought is shit I’m still here. My soul has given up but my body has not and that is a horrible feeling. I’m not living anymore I’m just going through the motions of life until the time comes when I no longer have to and it’s hell it really is. I wasn’t put on this earth equipped to deal with this. I don’t know why I was put here but it wasn’t so I could loose my son and my soul. I miss you so much and I miss me. I love you son xxxxx